Friday, September 23, 2005

The Fig Tree - [Mica - a.k.a New Jersey Gordon's Wife]







Surely I'm not quite there
Forward two and three taken back
They say I've got to try harder
And beware of dozing in the sack

But the eyes only see what's up the nose
Sometimes not even-it's up too close
Only half the story is shown
The rest is seldom known

But You behold and nothing's hidden
You foretold-your body laiden
Up the tree is where I see
How You loved them...him...and me...
It's where my knees keep crawling back
and I find me free

If I never get it right
If I miss a thing or two
And never see the fig tree blossom
Will that revoke the right hand's ransom?

But the Truth speaks eternal
'Bout a Love so unconditional
'Til the age completes the story
And the Light shines all its glory

You spoke the Word incarnate
You exposed on the tablets...
On the Lamb slain and raised
Is where I ought to fix my gaze
It's where I loose control
and my shoulders drop
For You to catch
You did it all.

7 Comments:

Blogger Casey said...

Rock on MICA!! That was beautiful!

4:35 PM  
Blogger jeff said...

Yeah, Chad thinks he's all that & a bag of chips cuz he can write a silly haiku.
I'd like to see him try something life this!! ;-)
Beautiful.

11:35 PM  
Blogger Chad said...

Jeff,

hai simply choose not
to write such easy drivel
as poetry. ku!

(Just kidding Mica, this friggin rocks the casba!)

12:27 PM  
Anonymous justin said...

Mica that was wonerful , it really points you to the cross and reminds you of the grace Jesus poured out in dying for us ,

8:02 AM  
Anonymous mica said...

thanks guys.

lavish my ego
drivel or not i love, for
wisdom i have not

but all is drivel
since Wisdom cried out and walked
the earth He loved so

no offense knocked, chad
still love your "ugly heart"
your hai's and ku's too

11:02 AM  
Anonymous mica said...

btw, there's a far better version of my measley lyrics Habakkuk 3: 17-19, which serves as my inspiration and is forever stuck in my head, being that i always see my glass half-empty. here it is:

Though the fig tree may not blossom,
Nor fruit be on the vines;
Though the labor of the olive may fail,
And the fields yield no food;
Though the flock may be cut off from the fold,
And there be no herd in the stalls-Yet I will rejoice in the LORD,
I will joy in the God of my salvation.
The LORD God is my strength;
He will make my feet like deer's feet,
And He will make me walk on my high hills.

just beautiful, isn't it?
it's maddening how you hear all this talk about bearing fruits as if we were trees. we are just branches grafted in out of love so profound we don't have enough breath to breathe it. Jesus is the vine and the father the vinedresser. When I ponder the depth of His love, my hard heart softens and the madness stops for a while, and i get to have a cherry on my ice cream, and i may even want to share. maybe that's the fruit.

i'm mad that a friend doesn't have a face to go to a concert (autumn blaze), because guilt gnaws at her, supposedly because of her hard heart, which supposedly manifests itself through the callousness she thinks she probably feels for the katrina victims. this self-conviction supposedly became apparent after she had spent some of her earnings for herself. who's to be blamed for this condition? is it the church(es)? is it her possible predisposition to being guilt-ridden, like me? there's no time for blame nor trying to search for answers. there's only time to say, like what steve brown would say, "Jesus still loves you anyway." when somebody feels so loved and well taken care of, the person might just want to share his/her cherry-topped sundae without planning when to. or the person might not. but wouldn't God still reach out his mighty hands to reach you and teach you, since Wisdom, with its justice, mercy, and compassion, walked and lives? and it still cries out.
it's the story of the prodigal son and the lost sheep.

anyone's perspective on this?
anyone?
please?

12:52 PM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

Mica,
That was a beautiful poem!keep on writing.
KalX

5:41 AM  

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